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Wednesday, 02 December 2009

  • 十二月二日 星期三 (京)

    BGM : Mr Children - Kurumi

     

    Did you know that having your birthday means you will have to wait a year for your next birthday?

    And that you mum gets older every year even though her hair doesn't look much different?

    And that somewhere along the way, birthdays became less and less about you and more and more about the years of pain that your mum had struggled through?   (I will not use 'has' I will not)

    And that each year you dread your birthday, because it meant another year had gone and you were...well, still you?

    And that no matter how hard you wished, wishes don't always come true?  [ok, that's a bit too...]

    And the way you (always) hold your breath when the clock strikes 12 (tight shut, ding dong) just because you (always) tell (trick) youself that this year is the year, the year where some(every)thing would (finally) change, the world would suddenly explode with color, and you would evolve into this whole new terrific person who is perfectly comfortable continuing to live(exist) in this world on the spot?

    I did. Still do.

     

    Fuck you if only you had taken that step I could have been happier you could have changed my life but you didnt you coward fuck you fuck you fuck you yes YOU.

     

    People said everyone should live everyday like their last. I say it is more like their birthday.

    Greatest time of the year, you make so many resolutions!! (quit fast food, lose weight, stop being a bitch....) even though you never followed up on them, except for the 'get into university' one, but then again, maybe you shouldn't have.

    Interview : In the span of 20 years, what could you achieve? Where do you see yourself in 20 year? What do YOU think were your contributions to society within this 20 years? How do you link yourself with this company, this world? *smilesmilewinkwink*

    I exist. I wait. That's all. Don't ask.

Tuesday, 01 December 2009

  • 十二月一日 星期二 (惜)

    BGM : 2pm - I was crazy about you

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    The starlight would collide with your iris, trickle down the bridge of your nose, drip through the void in your ribcage and climb up my abdomen, heels clicking.

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    Back then, we used to have trampolines. And we would practice jumping off roofs kissing untill we were professionals.

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    She had not, and will never notice the tremble in his left hand. Just as she will never fail to fill her mind with the arc of his eyes. Everything was selective.

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    The curves of your lips rewrite history.

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    I have never loved, yet I feel so enlightened I would weep in my sleep.

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    Digits dancing across keys symphonizing with the screams coming from his room. De la da da da de dum da. Notes carried away with corpses, all faded into the night.

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    Oh, and we would dive into the bushes with the ferocity of a mother towards her dying child who had just been ran over by a driver who was on the recieving end of a handjob and doing 65km/h on a highway beside a public park built in the 50's without proper urban planning before her very eyes, but that would be too bad an example.

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    Shou, invalidating arguments everywhere since 2001.

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    And I don't like how you cannot copy your entry with a right click when you are typing them onto xanga. What's up with that?

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    Maybe all he wants is for the journey to be longer.

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    I remember, all too well, how she used to yell at me, trying to force her anger and beat fear into me. I would stop breathing, the regret of not bitchslapping her and screaming the logically formed profanities into her crumpled excuse for a face choking me. If only I could turn back time.

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    You know how people smile superficially while crying and cursing the world inwardly? You know me?

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    In the future, maybe human will be able to choose how their kids look: hair color, ear shape, eyes shape, color of iris, size of pupil, bone structure, beauty marks, nose height, lip fullness... Everyone would go around screaming rosebud and motherlode.

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    Or they could all die

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    Trying to type "somebody please help" on the computer at the final moment.

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    Wonder if computers know what it is like to die.

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    Wonder if my computer would miss me.

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    Shou definitely would.

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    Maybe.

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    Hopefully.

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    I hope we die at the same moment. No missing anyone.

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    Yuo shulod nto wtia to leiv utiln it is tmie to die.

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    明天就二十了

     

Tuesday, 23 June 2009

  • 六月二十三日 星期二 (怒)

    BGM : Arashi -  Truth 

     

    久違的年更(?),是令人髮指的screencap

    什麼回事我原本有50多GB空間的 (驚泣)

     

     

    V6000HDA 兩個月比我玩殘

    $150維修 vs 5星期等待

    ....

    誰來亡我的責任,誰來還我的青春?!?!

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

  • 九月二十三日 星期二 (未)

    BGM : 東方神起 - Mirotic  ( = =)

    一開電腦 :

    英雄在中 -- "天國的投遞員"主演決定 ?!?!

    啊娘你們一天不轟炸我心臟是不是不安落?!?!

    在中不要啊不要啊....  (<<之前喜歡KT的心理壓力還在)


    話說, 今天上學上的整個太開心...

    發現一個很少說話的那個女生原來和我一樣喜歡在在~

    偶就整個很慌突然變的超害羞的,不停和周圍的人說
    「唉唷我好想同佢做朋友啊..」
    「你話我如果講得夠大聲佢會唔會自動爬過黎?」
    「啊啊啊啊!!我同佢唔同組啊!我同你掉好唔好啊?」
    「啊!...咄, 我以為佢去完廁所番黎添..」

    結果比周圍d人話我超似stalker的 - =

    結果,還未認識她,就認識了一個腐同胞!!
    人不可貌相 佢外表又有氣質又超斯文
    我們二人相認的尖叫嚇死人
    唉唷終於有同志了, 尬的! 總算時候! >u<

     

Monday, 22 September 2008

  • 九月二十二日 星期一 (怒)

    BGM : 東方神起 - Mirotic

    一連三日都是同一個BGM.  想點?


    男人的SHOWCASE! 真的是不簡單啊! 是有多缺梗啊怎麼量起上圍來了?!

    我之前愛過很多腰比我細的男人,我這次終於學乖了..

    我TMD愛上了一個 胸比我大 腰比我細 腿比我修長的男人! 囧

    金在中!你是要我多自卑?!

    我已經可以出書了 --- <<洪采姿和細腰美男們不得不說的事>>

    尬的 - =

     

    海量的圖海量的repo海量的自拍海量的消息,我今天8:30 上課上到 5:30 可是一點也不會累

    男人們你們真的比X牛更提神

    待續。。。